Saturday, November 8, 2008
So I'm in the process of moving into my new place this weekend, and I'm excited as hell about it. The only thing that brought me down is the bad news I heard from a friend of mine. His GF is moving away and so they are breaking up. I felt so bad for them because even though I have feelings for the guy, I really wanted his relationship to grow with that woman. I know that a part of me wished that he could see how I feel about him and choose me, so I feel worse that they actually broke up; I wonder if all the focus I put into it at that time caused this to happen.....sounds strange, but I dunno. Overall I just felt really REALLY guilty about what happened.